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02:36 pm: beginning of the end?
Teddy didn't nurse this morning. He mentioned it, but decided he wanted to watch Mr. Rogers. When it turned out that Mr. Rogers wasn't on, he'd forgotten about nursing. I guess.

I'm thrilled and delighted and anticipating a level of freedom I haven't had in more than 31 months. I'm also already mourning the loss of that close relationship that nothing else could match. I want to gather my child to my breast and hold him there forever.

Or until my arms get tired. He ain't heavy, he's my son.

Now he's napping, and I'm crying a bit, hoping the next steps are as easy to treasure as the ones just passed.

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